Tuesday, June 13, 2006
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well went out to plaza sing today with my brother to watch x-men 3 jus me n him! haha! kinda funny! family day out! the show was fantastic! i swear! i cried when professor X died! it was the saddest point! hahah! overall was DAM NICE! :) met uo with SHA! my lovely cousin oh we talked alot! and our frens are so connected! haha! thrub this n dat which band n so on! :) well talk abt our life and ya! secrets! AT CITY HALL saw uncle vincent n aunty tina! her parents to take money! car-ed to far east no wait! wen to some burger king ate french fries n oinion rings all sha!dan walked to far east to meet my sister! hahah! she made us go all the way to paragon to change some item? ahah! mad women! walked to far east again shop abit n off we wen walkin ard town! haha! had to talk to sha! i miss her! yes off i wen home
things arent the way it seems well firstly u said i was ungrateful! like fuck you! like fucking wat did i do? please lar i am jus a gal! a 15 years old kid! i am fucking bearing all those notes u sing! really i try really hard to graspe those notes! pls pls! stop! i need time! i am UNGREATFUL! YES SHUT UP I AM LA I AM LARR! so wat? u made feel this way ! all u ever thot of was jus ur fucking son in whom u jus pamper the shit hell out of him that he jus climbd all over ur head n yes when he does u scold me for teaching him? fuck u u stupid bitch!even daddy cant stand u at times? why? ask yourself! u made me feel like i was adopted u fool u are such a FOOL! really to trust u had faith in GOD! u read those books! does it even help? HUH HUH!!!! DOES ITTTTT! no i dun think sooo! NOT AT ALL I GUESS u BLAME MY LIFE FOR EVERY FUCKING THING THAT HAPPENSSS OH YESS I KNOWWW VERY WELL!
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i LOVE THIS PICTURES
I AM LIVING IN MEMORIES!
I LOVE THEM ALL!
hey things have been great! i read ur words i read those lines mostly i am confused! at night i still wonder how i'd felt different! at night sometimes i thot abt wat went wrong. okay now i am here to say sorry! well i hope things turn out otherwise n wish for the best! i doubt i will start the conversation!
i miss hyaz! HYACINTH! hello hello faster get on the plane to singapore! i feel really lonely without you! HAHAH! i miss you!
see the colour!!! i am so bored!! BUT U WHEN u return i will be so HAPPY! :) i cant wait! love u to the core GIRLFREN!
the pictures:
first one: waterfall DUHH! at botanical gardens! HAHAH! such magnificant!
second one: jus me n mel in J8 toilet! man! we took that??i look terrible! jus came form SCHOOOLL!!!
third one:oh oh apes birthday! kinda long ago! but i love it! me mel hyaz apes!
forth one: i kiss sam sam kiss hyaz hyaz takes the pic! at my HOUSE!
fifth one: mel's BAG! i love it!! strips!
sixth one: one of J8's nicest quietest toilet! scandolous moments with my girlfren! hahaa!
seventh one: well well in J8 toilet! i looked messed up mel's got the shot hyaz plays cool! which she is! HAH! made up!
the last one: it ME! okay mad lar! mel took that! CRAZY BABES!
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JUS SHUT THE FUCK UP!
really shut up u paranoia!!
WELLLLLL.. read this!
SORRY FOR WHO U ARE
SORRY FOR WHO U ARE NOT
SORRY THAT U DUN THINK STRAIGHT
SORRY YOU ARE MAD
SORRY U MADE ME MAD
SORRY FOR A WHILE I THOT U WERE ANGEL
SORRY U ARE NOT!!
SORRY I AM NOT SORRY AT ALL!!
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lets get it started!
"AMEN.. PRAISE THE LORD
AMEN.. PRAISE THE LORD
GLORY ALLELUIA.
PRAISE THE LORD
WE GONNA JUMP UP
TURN ARD N TOUCH THE GROUND"
oh i miss CHILDREN'S DRAMA WORKSHOP!
those kids they me smile n frown but still! i felt like i relived my childhood days! such a wonderful feeling! really! let me name one by one all my beautiful kids! -E-Zac, Charlotte, Gywneath, Eden, Augusta, Augustus, Brandon, Joel, Benedict, Althea(she cries cos she misses her angels! that's US!),Gabriel, Immanuel, Angelica, Janelle- these are all my kids! GROUP 1 the BIGGEST SMALLEST NOSIEST BESTEST! AHH i love them! noe the angels - MELISSA SAMANTHA BEVERLEY REGGIE LOUIS JILL JOYCE GERRI JAMES BRIAN REGINA- hahah yes! that's TOG! wonderful aint it! sammy n me did the theme song dance which we thot the kids would hate it! BUTTT dey loved it especially TIMMY! hahah!
oh other kids - TIMOTHY RACHEL BRYAN(my insipirational talkers! for WHO knows wat reasons! they love sayin wat i say!)FABAIN SARAH KYRA DOMINIQUE MAGDELINE KELVIN ASHLEY hahah! I MISS THEM SO! "who is the king og the jungel" "amen'' ''pharoah pharoah'' ''jesus is the rock'' cute ppl! oh n mission baa-baa pls it is more with the eyes! haha!
oh today went out with mella sam n nick lee! not really i was lost on the to his house so i didn go to his house how sad.. i mean sry lar u gave me wrong directions! HAHAH! blah blah! went to j8 yes yes! ate mos burger than homed! ran 5km for self training! OH MINE! i hvae 60 suicides to do! go regina! preservatives?? anyone?
yesterday!! HAHA! FUN! wen out with SAM MEL n FRANCIS! FRANCIS WAS OUR PIMP in FAR EAST! hahah! wat a cute fella! for a moment i thot all my efforts had gone down the drain! REALLY u scared the shit hell out of me! realyy wen to BOON! haha! oh yaa many thing happen bought a top! n never ever go shoppin with francis he will jus dress u up like a CLOWN! he was making me buy brown tops dat were errr FUNNY LOOKIN n he wanted to buy a gal's shirt! SHUT U TIGHT ASS FREN! haha! MEL N SAM! i love them! hahaha! I MISS HYAZ!! A CRY OUT TO HER! HAYZZZZZZ!
stay with me!
this is the last evolution
the is the final trace of inner self
if i am caught in the middle
i know it will be the last evolution!
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IF U REALLY WANNA KNOW WAT IS GOIN ON YOU WOULD HAVEA CALLED! I HATE EVERY BIT OF YOU! U ARE SUCH A JERK! I AM NOT SORRY FOR ANYTHING!
STOLE IT
I AM BRUISED!
LEAVE IT
I WILL CRUISE!
GOODBYE
ITS THE END OF YOU!
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okay let me rumble over the things that had passed! apparently i am jus too paranoid with everything that goes in on n out of this world! sometimes i am glad that we ppl may die one day! oh how happy it would be when there is no more YOU! my sorrows would jus disappear! BE GONE!
sunday: cat class outing went to BOTANICAL GARDENS this was where we bonded with other classes! hmm play NETBALL or CAPTAIN's BALL or RUN THE BALL actually i dun know. it seems rathee funny cos all those BOYS kept jumpin on the gals instead of the ground do we look dat small?? HELLO! open ur eyes! thanks to BEN NICK n SEAn i have a BRUSIED SHOULDER! its aching! mann this is so bad! but it was fun some of the other guys played soccer! it was more of a SPORT's DAT out healthy lifestyle! but dressed up in skirt it was hard to jump pardon me! :) it started to pour! ohhh FUN's OVER let go ppl to the bus! haha! journey back to church! hah! and that is when it all started! LIKE er NO! pls pls jus get it off my head mind life! it hurts like deep down where i jus see myself at satan's feet scrubing n polishing his FORK n FEET! ohhhhhh!! i feel so depressed so annoyed dun ASK WHY! STOP! shut up! when will u ever learn?
i have waited so long for the day and when it is fianlly ariving it jus vanishes! i mean! i beg of u! u said yes n now NO! cmon! i am not some SLAVE where by with a sanp of ur fingers i am dere to change my life!! FUCK U! i am jus so irritated! i could not bear to look at YOUs! man! cmon! i really hate the way u talk! u talk as if nothing is happening do know how dat feels?? u fickle-minded asshole! u are jus not as true as i once n always thought! how could one imagine havin u as a **! pls pls take a mirror! FORGET IT! u make me sick!
now now as tiime passed! all those days of talkin n chatting nothing good came out of it! ur eyes were the ones that gave it away! ur eyes are part of u! so dun crap with me sayin dat u didn do anything cos seriously i aint gonna brief or utter word wat u fucking did! i guess u wre a player! a BIG TIMER! FUCK OFF! really! if u meant every word u said dan i guess even if there is someone hotter u would jus think its a fool! i am so sick of everything u said to me! its jus so ridiculous! enough is enough! i dun wanna walk with my head down! i love my pride n becos of u i think it had be swallowed! PLS JUS GET A LIFE! ohh u do! hah! forgotten! u're the one i knew who have the biggest heart yet u spread ur love like water! its almost everyday u talked abt *** pls pls! AM I INVISBLE? wat! GET LOST FUCK OFF!
in my eyes u are the biggest asshole! i will pass these thoughts as my life go on! never will i beleve every word u say! ever since that day this day! NO MORE! SILENT TREATMENT! i wonder far and wide! u are not the only one! i dun wanna waste my time life on u!
i am so sick of everything that u asked or gave
jus take it back! i dun wan any!
the things u did were so scandolous!
i love playin hard to get!
i'll jus turn u off!
i'll dance with every guy i know!
i will u jealous n make u feel the pain!
i am a asaddist!
the colours represent my resentment towards u!
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HEY HEY!
well exams are over now is after exam stress RESULTS! oh heavenly host! i already failed a subject!
DAM!
i am bloody *&^%$# up! this mid-year is really crap i got to BUCK UP!
BESDIES wat good is my heart when i am always so calm abt it!
croc tears
lay it all back!
i am better off with a plain field
neither this nor that!
anyways before exams ended i went out with HYAZ to her family's bbq!!
it was fun! nowadays i have been goin gardens very often! with HYAZ n AMIN or either FRANCIS!
ohh de last wen i went there was this cute lil american gal! i think 4 years old or so! haha she was diggin amin! hahah!amin is so lucky but AMIN is erm GAY! haahahahAH! whoopps! dan it was quite funny he wen up to the gal is said HELLO! hahahahah! the gal BLUSHEDDDDDD! ohhh hyaz n i was laughin like crazy! i bet the whole of gardens could have heard us! goodness! ohh ohh dan hyaz n i saw u CUTE HANDSOME YOUNG ANMERICAN guy! WHOOOOSHHH! his EYES oh mine he stole our hearts away! i sound so wrong hahah! what the hell! sry arh! but he is too gorgeous! SNAP OUT OF IT! oh yes yes! dan we left early as we saw hyaz n amin's frens who were kinda wweird dey didn wanna sit down! hahah! who knows! so dey left we left! haha! i went home n hyaz came along! haha! she's my babe!
out-- peace
dance floor we dun give a dam!
POP dat music!
dance floor is tight!
get it all on!
move it all down!
drive me crazy!
ur body's got me moving
bangs n hangs
get ur freak on
do wat u wan!
pressea!
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